BACK TO WORK

Ready to be back to work today. I feel that my capacity to hold and transmit energy has somehow upleveled during this gap in practicing. How that could be remains an unanswerable question, that is just how KAP is: mysterious and unknowable. The transformative energy comes in and I transmit it to others to experience in their own way. It is a kind of magic, and requires surrender, trust and a clean energetic system to facilitate. 

Grateful to be able to do this work in support of others on their journey. Grateful too that when I am practicing and, as my teacher would say “resting as consciousness” I can feel my daughter Jadee in the field of oneness.

This poem resonated today.

My mind is slowing down and the still witness is itself being witnessed more, expanding to fill the space in gaps of thought.

I AM NOT I
I am not I.
                     I am this one
walking beside me whom I do not see,
whom at times I manage to visit,
and whom at other times I forget,
the one who remains silent while I talk,
the one who forgives, sweet, when I hate,
the one who takes a walk when I am indoors,
the one who will remain standing when I die.
                                 ---Juan Ramón Jiménez